i miss you
i miss your freckles
and your perfect teeth
i miss your mismatched socks
and your perfect body
i miss your laugh
and your big heart
i want to fill you
i want you to fill me
i still struggle
but i want to struggle with you
and
push forward
to the summit
of our love

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i want this to end
so it can begin
time is stretching
when it needs to
constrict
like my chest
full of
worries
and regrets