two poems

Seeing you
after
two
weeks
feels so good
my heart is warm
not knowing what
to say
making
faces
to pass
the time
embracing
after this long
makes me feel
whole
you smell just
as i remember
you're more
beautiful
than the last
but this is over
before i wanted it
to be
because
obligations come
to take me away

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I loved
you
but not enough
to quit
i loved you
enough to
tell you the truth
but your heart
couldn't forgive
if this is
what you wanted
God
show me
what i need
to do to make
life
worth living
again